Thursday, April 28, 2011

I Won't Quit!

I am sick.
Mentally sick.

I'm working with the evils. Spending most of my time with a crazy work load. Go to my office arround 7 AM, got home late every single day. Having my boss telling this and that. Some weekends just go so fast as I'm working and working all the time. Lots and lots of pressure on this job.

But I tell you one thing:
I Won't Quit!

I will not quit. Because there's a dream in my heart that never fades away. A dream that God puts inside my heart as I called it a vision. I can see it clearly with my bare eyes. It is a vision because I know step by step how to make it real. I know exactly how to make it come true...

Eventhough it is extremely hard to get, I don't care. As long as I shall live, as long as I know that The Lord is there taking care of me, I will see what He wants in me.


Dan biarpun saya sudah nangis-nangis bombay, berdarah-darah dan remuk gak berbentuk. Saya tau bahwa saya sedang diproses olehNya. Saya mau menikmati proses ini walaupun membuat saya gila dan tidak waras. Saya mau menghargai semua proses pembentukan dan pengajaran yang Tuhan beri saat ini.

Saya mau tetap berjalan dan bertahan dalam Dia yang terus memelihara dan memberikan saya kekuatan...

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p.s: I am "God's Underconstruction Building", God puts a strong foundation and makes me a great skycraper to be seen!